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David Rim

A lot of times God shows us a person. And we go out of the way and take this person. A lot of times we are taking from God and not receiving it. God is showing me my person, but I have yet to give you that person. Which spoke powerfully to me. In my current season I cannot tell you how uncertain I am. I'm trying to keep rapidly improving myself with as much healing & growing.

Something is still missing as if I need the person I see in order to proceed. The devil should be afraid because the kingdom work will be done.

Those who always have to speak speak speak are just insecure about their love. They have to always say something and express their love. Lovers speak a different language. That the lovers of God who attained to that deeper silence inside of them. They do not need to express with words. Comes back to the verses in the Bible if where your treasures lie so does your heart. And your actions speak louder than your words. We love because God loved us first. And the fruits of the spirit come out as gentleness, meekness, kindess and etc...

"I can tell you're looking at me

I know what you see

Any closer and you'll feel the heat (GG)

You don't have to pretend you didn't notice me"

GG - The Boys eng. version

The desire to take has dwindled, but the idea in my mind that this person is mine hasn't faded fully. Like Jesus I have been sick on and off for the last few weeks. You've been listening to me trying to survive and build a kingdom hoping it stays connected to show your name. You answer all my selfish desires and allow me to choose. Yet, I do not feel it right to come and get a pick 6 in front of them. The least I can do is pray over them. That they love Jesus, overcome their fears with love, that whatever third party influence be words of wisdom not of selfish ambitions and foolishness. That they understand it does not matter that I am bleeding love. I will choose to look after others interests before my own.

But the small caveat is I am giving myself self love prior in order to be at a stronger vessel to pour blessings from. God give me wisdom to handle things with grace. God we going to create multiple ripples into the water like a stone skipper. God I am tired of waiting and honestly want to move forward with life.

So whatever happens will happen. And let the canvas begin to fill. Bless me abundantly so I may overflow into those that feel despair. Let the light inside me shine many lumens to overpower the shadows that lurk, scathe, and bear fangs at us. Protect us and save us as this holy connection begins.