Tick Tock

Tick Tock

David Rim

I do not fear death. Never, had a concern for my own health. Could be the upbringing where I kept getting dealt coolers after coolers. Instead of throwing in the white towel. Instead of throwing a punch I silently turned the other cheek. No matter the amount of slander, hate, pride and other speech. The sticks and stones kept being thrown my way and the words could never affect me.

I owe everything to Jesus. God of Abraham. For ultimately a sacrifice was made on that bloodied cross.

Tick tock the clock never stops. The rising beat of my heart fueled by adrenaline, dopamine, and caffeine. I enjoy work, building, and sheparding. Yet, all my foolishness is covered by the grace of a divine being. As I fight here for my time. My precious limited resource gets occupied daily. While carving out time to create precious moments. I tend to forget God rested on that 7th day. I have not died yet on the inside because God's been sustaining me.

What's that mean is knowing something in speech. Where if I ask, seek, or knock with the correct posture. All the questions, overthinking, anxiety and relationship mysteries become answered in prayer. A light refined nen surrounds this body of mine. Always, with high alert En enabled. I am lacking many. I can only continue to refine the skills 10,000 x 10,000 more times. As I sit here in peace writing to y'all.

What I see in my dreams was a person in blue jotting down a blue notebook. The shade of blue matches the shirt I purchased not too long ago. Coincidence not. These visions and real life start to become a 1/2/3 fade. Where I can only ask the spirit if or if not. Holy Spirit bless those that surround me. Keep me from clinging onto security of things in this world. Let the overflow engulf those who could use a lift. Holy Spirit fights on my behalf as I live like a foolish unknowing man child. God's always been fighting my battles for me. For those who have decided to curse me or throw rocks my way. Brings things full circle where I have the chance to show Jesus with the use of the fruits of the spirit. No matter the hurt, pain and suffering I am to show grace and forgiveness.

With Jesus I am under divine protection. And without, you can see the world crumble around me. I am being nudged softly forward. For, I cannot build alone. I do not know why I want to be there. But my time will be spent where my heart leads me. God's telling me to shepard the people. I tell God, "I am not qualified. Do they want to listen to my worries?". No matter my selfish nature God's telling me to go. So I choose to go without a second thought.

There's something about us. I just need the first 15-secs for a pitch. I have been there before. Career and money are meaningless for Jesus. Jesus will cover you if you set your eyes there first. With the background music of TickTock from SMTM playing is what fueled the rhythm of the writing. I am called to be in relationship. Once the union forms the kingdom of God will be on the move. Even before me, I need Jesus, and need your prayers.

For the flesh inside me wants to strike everything with a hot iron. And that I would stop asking God why? And start to believe when God says, “why not son this is the feast I have laid out for you”. Come~