Seeing God

Seeing God

David Rim Seeing God

David Rim

End of the year celebration. Comes with many victories and more struggles that it felt overbearing. I have been accepting more sleep these past few weeks. A different kind of reset as I mindlessly scrolled through reels. I got entranced by my own utopia not allowing currently worldly troubles engulf my heart. I have been reminiscing about all things good and evil.

Why? Does it have to come to this, a highschool level of pettiness but we are grown ass adults. However, you learn from your inner circle and life expirences that guides you in one direction that seems you accepted as reality. This brings me to a point of wasted time documenting to cover my own back. Though my documentation isn't public it records each and every interaction like a private investigator. I know you know that I know everything. Even if my flesh wants to strike while the iron is hot. This time around I am with God while going through the day to day. I ask God many things what do you think it was I prayed?

Life itself looks dull from my perspective. I keep trying, but I keep failing and falling. And reset the cycle to try again. Maybe it's a lesson I have not learned yet. But I have God with me as I struggle internally with falling down. Seeing God this year is different from the prior. You probably don't notice all the work I have been grinding in the background quietly. Falling down, getting dirty, being a bloody mess and just wanting to flip over the table often.

God's been good though. I do not have any grounds to be grumbling. Just remember to be yourself and be kind to others. For where your heart is a spring of life. My year has been tough. Someone on the internet blocked my spiral with Godly timing. I got snacks to enjoy the rest of my day. And a reminder what my purpose for living is.

So once more I take rest in Jesus. And learn to take up the throne. I am moving quickly with my friends beside me. Which makes me joyful. That this journey does not have to be alone but one that is a journey together. For two are better than one because they have a good reward for their labor. Yes, you are the lost sheep I have been looking for.

Now take my hand let's journey together.