Mid Year Recap

Mid Year Recap

David Rim

Hello,

I have been fighting the demons from hell these past few moments. Things have seem to subside as I did my best to pray. Even if invisible forces started stalling me.

No matter how devastating my external situations have been. God, quickly demands me to move with boldness and faith. I am the book of Ecclesiastes chapter 4-6 summarize my inner thoughts.

It's fun, depressing and exciting all at once. I ask God to give me the desire to move with conviction. To trust the spirit to guide me on my journey. That my kin will form their alliance with me. Picture Luffy from One Piece. Thats me taking my search for the grand treasure. The more prayers on me the easier the weight it feels. Like it changes the landscape of this spiritual warfare. Anyway, I do not understand why people come to mind at random moments. I wish I knew what was going on here I do not believe people liked me anyways. I only cause a trigger to your healing and growth. And move on my path wondering what just happened as if I am dubious to it all.

I want to say words, but I know that's the way to say spells and could impact my destiny. The thoughts are there but my friends are stronger. My light will not shine brightly, but will cover more distance with intensity. The seeds that were planted need to be harvested. I am struggling. But that's part of life. I know whats going to happen. But can't trust myself to move one step in schemes. Trust it's all in my mind like it always has.

I honestly do not like having to read in between the lines. I can read it and will second guess things until the opportunity is long gone. It could be from PTSD and I haven't learned how to start with a clean slate. This song feels good the beat makes me want to make the move. It also doesn't help I finished watching street women fighter episodes. Primo.io - Feeling your body. Stop hiding. You will never be fully ready. Let's do this together. Not for our glory but it's the kingdom of God and the holy war about to begin.