Three Reasons

Three Reasons

David Rim

Seahawks Are going to the Superbowl!

Well reason one out of the way. Reason two kicks off the week in a glorious way. I get some time for myself today. My blood pressure hit normal range for once. I attribute it to full hours of sleep. And no caffeine intake yet. And minor exercise most of the week. Took the upcoming week off for rest. My blood sugars hit a new cycle where my average went from 125 down to about 101. Which is good. Just a couple years ago I was in the 300-450. Normal is 80-120 for you non-medical. I have minimal damage to my organs and other which can only be a protection from God.

Now I get to have no worries about how to survive alone. No build up of fear. No wondering of the "what ifs doomsday scenario". God's been good. Always seeking me in all situations. Three is the magic number. One, my pharmacist said "I love being your pharmacist". I shrugged and gave neutral response. Two my coworker said you should get the sleep apnea checked out you could die. I shrugged and gave my neutral response. Then later on a scenario happened where I wouldn't mind if God took me to heaven early. Yet, God would probably be upset I didn't do anything for a kingdom purpose.

I know the enemy would be glad if my light dimmed early.

I love my own bubble. I pray about fear like our good message today. That fear would dissipate slowly from my heart. That I continue to grind it out in the secret place. Not throwing in the white towel is the answer. Yet, how the people in the videos keep saying, "I want to feel free and feel like I don't belong any place". Comes to light.

I do not feel as if I am where I should be. However, I have been feeling that hourglass has been slowly running out.

If I believed in something it would be Jesus. But got to admit all this doomscrolling helps hype my ego. Keeps me distracted just long enough that Satan would be happy. Regardless, God wants me to shepard them all home. The dragon can laugh all they want, but once the touchdown happens it will shake the world.